01164: "a month feeling a little frustrated at first unable to do the work i felt i had to do with the barn in the mountains and spending time with august and myrthe mostly in venice but at last escaping to the mountains again and working intensively there throughout the month digging the rocks and earth next to the barn and demolishing the installation built in the attic and driving all the bricks in the vestige and even start digging the earth there to cover the bricks and lastly to level the ground where to one day build the cathedral and despite a short trip to stockholm to register my unemployment also building an entire shed for a used tractor bought in trentino doing all the wood work and roof work alone and managing even to paint the first floor of the barn"