01190: "the month in which my youngest son silvester was born and following my girlfriend also later doing quite some work to keep track of his weight and temperature but also keeping up taking care of little livia and feeling dreadful about being summed by the mayor in italy to talk about my project in front of the community just a few days after silvester's birth and wasting time and money to fly to italy and back only for such an event at last back in the netherlands with my girlfriend now home from work making a few experiments on hos to produce the textures for my installation in italy and trying out the old technique of ferrocement while also doing all the cooking for dinner and lunch"