04045: "a bit of a more emotionally unstable month with both the care i put in my project and in my body by going to the gym being really the stabilizers and bringing some energetic days with the otherwise much gray weather both in sweden and the netherlans where i also took august and felt his influence with a day being most friendly and another being quite negative and making also myrhte rather negative too but then having nice weekends together with both him and lastly with myrthe finding quite an harmony together"