04049: "a better month now that my university situation got adjusted still having a one period feeling shit coming back to sweden with the gray weather and august at home and no exercise but then making great discoveries with him and adventures in the neighborhood and feeling much better also with the weather getting more sunny and then going to the netherlands and feeling down having to face a bit the art society there but soon getting to feel very good after a bike ride with myrthe in the sun and latter joining a conference at the new university of the arts in stockholm and getting quite a few friends feeling happy also about my new supervisor stina"