04074: "a month started in sweden with stockholm feeling happy with august despite watching too much tv and a day with him feeling a little down but then going to italy and finding some pleasure finally working on my land although worrying a bit about myrthe getting a bit bored and getting too focused on cutting trees feeling not so well worrying that i will never make it to live there and getting in a little crisis coming back to stockholm with myrthe being often out but feeling playful and happy with august and also with jacek around"