04078: "a month feeling frustrated of my split situation having to travel to sweden and there feeling quite fed up about brett but then happy with little august and then also happy to see the improvements with the barn in italy feeling much better to work alone without the carpenters but working too hard with some issues with myrthe getting overworked and liselott breaking up with her rich boyfriend then feeling better with the company of davide despite a fight with my old alcoholic neighbour forcing me to buy alcohol for her"