04094: "a month being to begin with very nomadic sleeping in a tent in stockholm and feeling happy also with august and later socializing in the hostels despite aback pain and also happy of my doctorate dissertation and of leaving sweden altogether till at last feeling good about concentrating exclusively on my project alone in the netherlands but also getting frustrated to keep indoor and at time feeling also bored and sad of having to give up economic security in sweden despite the good news of myrthe getting pregnant"