04127: "feeling happy looking after livia being outdoor but then finding it difficult to be in holland with bad weather unable to be so much outside also having to stick constantly next to myrthe awaiting for her to give birth and feeling bad from all the political situation in italy involving the realization of my project watching on-line the public debate affecting deeply my mood but at last finding strength in renovating and preparing for silvester's birth and almost feel myself reborn when it occurred finding also much enthusiasm to think of anyway producing the patterns of my cube installation here in holland"